"'My best friend, Bella, has this memory of me from around the time I was recording my first album,' she says. And this is sad. But it's funny. She used to come over to my dad's house, where I was living at the time, because she was friends with my whole family. She would come up to my room, and I'd be in there vacuuming and crying hysterically at the same time. I used to clean furiously like that. I can't believe I was like that. I'm sure I will always have those kinds of days once every couple of years. Back then, I was like that every day. I guess I just had to go through that time.'"